Didn't work today, and sadness swept over me. Another holiday without you both. Why in Gods name have I survived my children? What lesson am I to learn from all this? My entire adult life, struggling to raise them, just to lose them? Its Thanksgiving...I should be thanskful. All I feel is sorrow. There is no sorting this out, or making it better. Endure, endure, endure. It's an ongoing battle to balance the pain and guilt of outliving my childrne with trying to continue living life, taking it one day at a time the best I can.

In Memory of Family and Friends who are no longer with us this Thanksgiving.
Always on our minds. Forever in our hearts. Kim and Roxxane I Love You.

Mom