I couldn't spend another day idle, dwelling. There is something to be said about routine and the day-to-day. With that being said, I returned to work today, I needed a diverson. Its 4:13 in the afternoon and I a had a full productive day. The distration felt good. An out-pouring of condolences, a hug, a shoulder, kind words throughout the day overwhelmed me. I was truly touched. Its still not real. I feel numb, it hasn't sunk in yet.