Nobody ever told me that grief felt so much like fear. I don’t know how else to explain it. It grabs you, and paralyzes you, and makes you physically ill. The despair becomes fear, and you feel like your going insane! Grief takes so much energy, and its so difficult to balance. Thank God I have work to distract me. The weekends are the worst. The weight of grief scares me. Never knew I could suffer so much.I keep trying to find the good in grief. Is there such a thing... as Good Grief?