I continue to search day & night for answers that may never be answered in my lifetime. I will miss Roxanne till my last breath. But, regardles, I cannot tell you how much solace I have found from Roxanne's memorial site. This venue has become a comfort, a place where sadness is captured and held in a container of hope and wellness, where grief is not a thing to be ignored or denied, and where we can share memories, feelings and freeze frames of Roxanne that send me to bed at night and greet me in the morning. Sad yes, draining definitely, and yet, outside of church, it is by far the most comforting place for me to be at times. I feel as if this venue is a link to her, a place where I can go and be with her. My daughter Kim and sister DD feel the same way. They are on this path with me, and find much comfort and strength in my words, my sharing of feelings as they work through their own unimaginable forest of grief. We are able to grieve together through this website and find comfort of spirit. Thank you my precious family and friends. You are helping me survive the unthinkable. We’re all still here. We grieve together. We're all still finding our new selves in this post-Roxanne world. Roxanne’s spirit will live on forever. Together, we will get through this holiday season. . . Gold Bless.